So it's less than six days now until I am allowed to decorate the house, listen to Christmas music non-stop and start to watch my Christmas movie collection. There will be new traditions starting of course, as I have a partner in crime and he will have things he does at Christmas. So far I have discovered that his one contribution is that I am adding The Muppets Christmas Carol to the film collection. I have never seen it, but it appears to be a major part of everybody else's holiday season! So I shall embrace those muppety characters with all my heart and if it gets me, I will allow it in. The next is that I have never had a a real Christmas tree (Apart from the time I stayed in an apartment in New York for Christmas & New Years but I don't want to brag about that as it was only a small tree anyway). So we will be going on a little tree buying adventure, I might need to price the competition up first though as I don't want to find out I could have had a cheaper tree! Luckily we live in an area where lots of people sell them which is lovely. There are also lots of local Christmas events, my heart just swells thinking about being part of a community that holds so many events and festivals and especially at Christmas. There is a light turn on and I am very excited. There are also lots of craft fairs which I will love to browse through. I like to look out for something 'different' to add to my art collection.
I have made most of my presents so far this year and also bought thriftily. I have wrapped quite a few and they look devine if I do say so myself, just a shame the ribbon bows are most likely to get crushed in transit. Ahh well, might pop a polite note in asking to re-poof them!
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There's just been an absolute poor down outside, it was quite refreshing actually not heard rain for a while. I think I would prefer a rainy winter this year or just a blue sky frosty one. I am terrified of it getting so cold it snows and becomes icy, I fall every year without fail - two years ago I fell on sneaky black ice and did a 360 and smashed my hip off the floor. Luckily I was just a bit bruised but I hate to think what could have happened and certainly makes me think more about the elderly now. I currently have a broken arm (if you haven't heard) and it has and is a long process that involves a big mental strain and a lot of other problems that have come with it, be it a physical one or a mental one. I currently have what we call the invisible illness. Besides the obvious arm in a sling look I sport when I go out. There are things I laugh about when I am with people, that make me cry when I am alone but things are getting better. I know that because when I have flash backs, I know things arn't that bad. I am off til at least January 1st then I will be looking at whether I am capable to go back to work, the thought of that becomes more terrifying by the week. I joke that I left work on 30th July 2011 and walked back in in 2012 - my life has changed forever but at least I get Christmas off.
I don't want to be frightened, I'm only 29 and on 7th January it's my birthday. I can't start the next decade of my life an unconfident scardy cat, that would be rubbish. I've not had a drink since then or a cigarette. I stopped everything. I'm vegetarian too. Any ideas what I should do for my birthday? I truly feel I have left a chapter of my life behind and am starting a new one. I don't know if it's for the better or not. There are fleeting moments where I want to go out, get drunk, smoke a pack of cigarettes whilst talking so much I could enter the book of records for words per minute. But then I wouldn't be able to do all the things I am doing at the moment. The two just don't go together. I can see certain friends are confused by me now, but if all they wanted was the performing monkey they will have to learn to love this side of me as well. I am the same but just not quite as manic. Although MrP would probably beg to differ. Anyway onto lighter notes.....
CHRISTMAS COMPETITION!
Recommend my website www.classicbecca.co.uk & my Classic Becca Facebook page to your friends (Twitter, Facebook etc) and leave a comment here with 3 things you LOVE about Christmas and be in with a chance of winning a Christmas present from Classic Becca. A wonderful surprise all wrapped up for Christmas day. No peaking! I'll maybe let you open it on Christmas Eve... But only if you're good. The winner will be chosen at random with random.org & a runner up will be chosen by me & will be my 3 favourite words.
Competition open internationally.
Competition open internationally.
Winner Prize - A secret Christmas present & special Christmas joy
So get spreading the joy until December 12th 2011 and YOU could win a surprise. I hope you agree, there really aren't enough surprises left in life.
Christmas love & hugs.
CBX













